Its crazy to think I have lived many lives within this life. That's what it feels to me. I am always changing and challenging myself to do something bigger or better. Sometimes its just the fact of trying something new just to defeat the board em. My husband also shares this Passion with me, which is probably why we still are very much in love and together. Being able to get out of "ruts" and try new things is certainly a relationship booster.
As I sit at work and listen to Country Music I am brought back to my Tennessee days and oh how I miss them. My heart is there and wants to be there. I loved the sound of the rain when it hit my windshield because it was never a light rain, it was always vast and intense. I loved to go downtown and see famous people. Knowing they are around at any given moment was facinating and spellbinding. Something about being in the city brings a rush of alluring excitement. I remember the drives on back roads or just down to walmart. The traffic and the waves of people at the malls. The overall southern friendliness was over exhalting and memorizing. The friends I made, and I certainly met some fun and entertaining ones! HA. Some that taught me life lessons and don't even know it. But the fact of moving away from the only home you ever known to an unknown foreign land was just blissfully electrifying, and that life was just amazing good and bad.
We are about to track a new journey. I am getting that bug of excitement once again as we finally have settled down and got on track of our lives again. Sometimes being caught up in the moment can take a very long moment before you get squared away again! Life is full of surprises and I love them. If my life was not filled with these inspiring moments I would certainly be board and maybe not be as successful as I am in many things I do today. Always challenging myself is what I look forward to everyday God allows me to open my eyes again from sleep.
I miss singing and writing and doing all those things I did in Tennessee. But I know that God has much bigger plans for me and I must follow what he wants me to do. I created a break in the road that taught me how to rebuild it so I may drive across again. This is what life is all about. I look forward to building more roads that have breaks in them and learning what my life is all about in the mean time. I feel like I completely get life now, and understand what it is we are here for. We are here to learn and weave in and out of obstacles that are put in our way for learning. Becoming a strong human and indulging in this factor we call life.
We will move back someday, I feel it, and want it. Its where my heart is.......
